[ That is a loaded question if there was ever one. But he bites down on any personal beliefs he might have about this, embittered as they are, because this is an important question and doesn't need a tainted answer. ]
When you told me that he was your anchor, during Boyd and Erica's full moon, I wasn't sure why he would be. But you told me he didn't used to be the way he was. If there is a heaven, or some good afterlife, I think they'd give him the second chance for it. Because of how you remembered him, from before.
He did something awful to you, at the end. But sometimes, things happen to people, and a part of them breaks. He wasn't a bad guy, he just... was broken, and wasn't right again. So I don't think he went to hell.
definitely actually I have something with his scent on it kinda I uh maybe thought he was a hobo and tried to give him money hypothetically. but he got into our room when we were away or sleeping or something and left it there for me.
If he is actually an angel, he probably has weird powers that let him break-and-enter. It's a little unsettling when someone can come in and leave no trace.
Well, if he didn't know your name I doubt he knows you're talking about him. He might notice he's being stalked, though. I'd be more worried about that than the moral ramifications of stalking.
Smite. Smited? Smote? Smote, I think. I don't even know, I know nothing about angels. But God apparently smites the wicked so heaven's army probably does too. Supernatural prejudices aren't limited to just humans wanting us dead. Since he's had ample time to act, though, it doesn't seem like it'd be a problem with him.
I wonder if stalking an angel is a smiteable offense. he didnt seem mean though not that I really trust him but he didnt try to kill me or stab me or smite me and he didnt even get mad that I thought he was a hobo.
Smote? that sounds weird is that really a word?
I always thought angels were like robe wearing harp playing people with wings or the creepy baby ones that are always naked not homeless looking guys I mean he wasnt ugly or anything I guess Im glad he wasnt naked or something
you think hed try to hurt us if he knew there were more of us?
Dictionary says it's the past form of smite. I don't know if the closet is just humoring me or not, though.
Well to be fair there are apparently angels made of eyes, or something. I swear I have so many pointless books in my room now between Stiles and I getting them from the closets. Maybe it's a disguise? Although if he looks like a hobo that's a pretty piss poor disguise.
maybe he did try to help me when I was poisoned ... I think
At least its not giving you Britney Spears
eyes? like the things you use to see??? gross How does that even work We have a lot of pointless books in our room because of you and Stiles too and comics but those arent pointless. Was that a pun??? Do you think all the hobos that hold up the end is coming signs are angels?
Yes, eyes as in the things you use to see. I'm trying to figure it out, I'll let you know when I actually read this and don't skim it. I'm pretty sure he's trying to use my room as storage at this point. ... that was an unintentional pun but it applies I guess. Really have to say I hope they aren't, that's sort of worrying.
Jackson is Jackson.
[ Not agreeing or disagreeing, just basically doing the text equivalent of holding his hands up and saying I'm not touching this right now. They've already talked about Jackson once, he's going to let Isaac have his vitriol. ]
Who the hell knows. Someone was drunk off the wine.
No. I mean it could be, but that's not how I know. The mirror, back when things were screwed up.
[ He doesn't go into details, because he doesn't want to talk about it. ]
Looking back on it, I don't actually know. With you, and [ Erica and Boyd ] I wanted to actually give you somewhere to feel like you belonged. Faoladh thought process, wanting a pack again. Both. Jackson, I don't know. And I wish I did, so that I could find a way to justify it. Even to myself. But I haven't figured it out yet, and it still happened.
oh actually I think Ive smelled that before... Derek. Next time something happens just call. We can take care of ourselves and you. We could have helped.
[ He knows that's exactly why you didn't howl, mister. ]
You were lonely. Well if he does anything again Ill kill him I dont care if you turned him.
[ Yeah and he's going to blatantly tell you why. ]
It wasn't a subtle smell in the least. The thing handed me my ass with only minor trouble, Isaac. I couldn't let it take any of you.
Maybe I was. I'd just lost my sister to my uncle. I didn't know Cora was alive. Things went wrong, but it was never really about power. If it was I would've just bitten people like Peter did. It was about family.
And if Jackson does anything again I'll kill him myself. He's my responsibility and I won't let something happen again because of me.
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Oh god.
Go ahead.
Je suis désolé.
SCREAMS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED
When you told me that he was your anchor, during Boyd and Erica's full moon, I wasn't sure why he would be.
But you told me he didn't used to be the way he was.
If there is a heaven, or some good afterlife, I think they'd give him the second chance for it.
Because of how you remembered him, from before.
you always get silly you need sad
He wasnt a bad guy not always.
I met an angel maybe I should ask him but Im afraid to.
ghhh
He did something awful to you, at the end.
But sometimes, things happen to people, and a part of them breaks.
He wasn't a bad guy, he just... was broken, and wasn't right again.
So I don't think he went to hell.
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Castiel.
I met him when I first got here he helped me
he knew exactly what I am
and he smells so weird
Ive never smelled anything like it
I guess Ill find out some day but I hope youre right.
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But you'd be able to recognize it if you caught it again?
I'm sure you will, Isaac.
[ But he hopes he is, too. Just for Isaac's sake. ]
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actually I have something with his scent on it kinda
I uh
maybe thought he was a hobo and tried to give him money
hypothetically.
but he got into our room when we were away or sleeping or something and left it there for me.
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You told me about the hobo.
That's
I don't really know what to make of that, to be honest.
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its weird
how did he manage to get in here without one of us noticing?
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It's a little unsettling when someone can come in and leave no trace.
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is that considered stalking?
he broke into my room he started it.
you dont think he will
what do angels even do
can they hurt people
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I think the word we want is "smite."
But if he knows what you are and decided not to do anything about it...
Pretty sure you'll be fine.
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what if he knows Im stalking him
what if he knows Im talking about him right now
oh my god
are they all knowing??? no wait I dont think he knew my name
smite
is that what angels do
I dont want to be smited
Why would he hurt me for being a werewolf? hes an angel its not like hes normal either.
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He might notice he's being stalked, though.
I'd be more worried about that than the moral ramifications of stalking.
Smite. Smited? Smote? Smote, I think.
I don't even know, I know nothing about angels.
But God apparently smites the wicked so heaven's army probably does too.
Supernatural prejudices aren't limited to just humans wanting us dead.
Since he's had ample time to act, though, it doesn't seem like it'd be a problem with him.
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he didnt seem mean though not that I really trust him but he didnt try to kill me or stab me or smite me and he didnt even get mad that I thought he was a hobo.
Smote?
that sounds weird is that really a word?
I always thought angels were like
robe wearing harp playing people with wings or the creepy baby ones that are always naked
not homeless looking guys I mean he wasnt ugly or anything
I guess Im glad he wasnt naked or something
you think hed try to hurt us if he knew there were more of us?
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Dictionary says it's the past form of smite.
I don't know if the closet is just humoring me or not, though.
Well to be fair there are apparently angels made of eyes, or something.
I swear I have so many pointless books in my room now between Stiles and I getting them from the closets.
Maybe it's a disguise? Although if he looks like a hobo that's a pretty piss poor disguise.
If he thought we posed a threat?
Which we don't.
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he did try to help me when I was poisoned ... I think
At least its not giving you Britney Spears
eyes? like the things you use to see???
gross
How does that even work
We have a lot of pointless books in our room because of you and Stiles too and comics but those arent pointless.
Was that a pun???
Do you think all the hobos that hold up the end is coming signs are angels?
Jackson might
he might need to smite him.
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At least it's not giving me Britney Spears.
Yes, eyes as in the things you use to see.
I'm trying to figure it out, I'll let you know when I actually read this and don't skim it.
I'm pretty sure he's trying to use my room as storage at this point.
... that was an unintentional pun but it applies I guess.
Really have to say I hope they aren't, that's sort of worrying.
Jackson is Jackson.
[ Not agreeing or disagreeing, just basically doing the text equivalent of holding his hands up and saying I'm not touching this right now. They've already talked about Jackson once, he's going to let Isaac have his vitriol. ]
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think he can shift into an eyeball angel
[ Someone is now imagining a giant eyeball in a trench coat. ]
So if theres angels that probably means there are demons too, right
I wonder if they look like people too
Hes an asshole. [ And Isaac hates him. ]
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That mental image.
[ Hobo eyeballs.
The next part comes after a very long delay, as realization hits him. ]
They smell like sulfur and smoke.
Burnt.
Definitely look like people.
He's definitely an asshole.
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[ There is a pause of his own. ]
How do you know that
is it in your book?
Why did you bite him?
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Someone was drunk off the wine.
No.
I mean it could be, but that's not how I know.
The mirror, back when things were screwed up.
[ He doesn't go into details, because he doesn't want to talk about it. ]
Looking back on it, I don't actually know.
With you, and [ Erica and Boyd ]
I wanted to actually give you somewhere to feel like you belonged.
Faoladh thought process, wanting a pack again. Both.
Jackson, I don't know. And I wish I did, so that I could find a way to justify it.
Even to myself.
But I haven't figured it out yet, and it still happened.
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actually I think Ive smelled that before...
Derek. Next time something happens just call. We can take care of ourselves and you.
We could have helped.
[ He knows that's exactly why you didn't howl, mister. ]
You were lonely.
Well if he does anything again Ill kill him I dont care if you turned him.
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It wasn't a subtle smell in the least.
The thing handed me my ass with only minor trouble, Isaac.
I couldn't let it take any of you.
Maybe I was. I'd just lost my sister to my uncle.
I didn't know Cora was alive.
Things went wrong, but it was never really about power.
If it was I would've just bitten people like Peter did.
It was about family.
And if Jackson does anything again I'll kill him myself.
He's my responsibility and I won't let something happen again because of me.
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